Archive for September, 2005

Scrambled brain and a slice of insecurity on the side


Tonight I meet my tutors for the first time, at a pre-enrolment party (I enrol tomorrow). I must admit I’m feeling pretty inadequate. I am feeling scared, stupid, vulnerable, nervous to the point of screaming and running away to hide. Many notions are running through my head today, negative impressions of self which I do not find easy to dispel: I’m not good enough, these people will find me out (find what out exactly, I don’t know – there’s no logic to that one in particular).

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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005

Poem: Times


times we hobble through life
stone-afflicted souls
happiness distant memory
dreams by walls confronted

times we wander valleys deep
lonely online disconnected
truth like gemstones rare to find
iceberg slowly melting

times we harbour darker ships
tiredness dementing
questions rise like buzzing flies
twisted angels garden doubt

isolate, remembering.

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Sunday, September 11th, 2005